| [FF13 Countdown] 12 days! |
[05 Dec 2009|07:46pm] |
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Woke up late and was out earlier so still a bit late again xD
Team Nora!
...and I really should get some more FF13 icons XD;;
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| [FF13 Countdown] 13 days! |
[04 Dec 2009|10:49pm] |
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lol. late.
Anyway, countdown start! ...And I'm already stumped who to draw for the rest of the days hahaha! Oh well, we'll see.
This commercial, basically me gaiz. lol well according to my bro anyway. Not too far. Not too far off at all. lol
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| desert |
[03 Dec 2009|08:48pm] |
the scolding is continuous
this story far more true than the one
i told you
my body pulses like a
pavlov dog
i swear that like a cat
i have nine lives
so i imagine that
the pain does not matter much
except for when it’s a prelude to
my death
but then still,
i’d have another eight left,
it’s the mark written down
in the top right corner of the page
every time i automatically
jump up to fetch the reward
still,
this beating is continuous
and i cover up bruises
with the make-up of clowns
i don’t understand how you can still love me
after this insanely true story
of the never ending way
i undermine myself
with insecurity
this beating is continuous
the pain does not matter much
i anticipate and fetch the reward
for my good behavior
but i will never resist the urge
to punish myself,
afterwards,
for what i don’t think i deserve.
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| Full scan! |
[03 Dec 2009|06:58am] |
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So much awesome going on in that scan. I don't even.
Ok, running late now. But really? really? Hero surprise's pride (edit: I know I was in a hurry in the morning but geez way to misread that fffff) for your summon attack Zack? lol Well, your appearance did give me a heart attack..uhhh Oho I love that. And the OC world does fit him imo. ^o^ hero hero hero! I'd take a gander and guess he's about 14-15 here? yessss so young lol;;;;;;
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[02 Dec 2009|03:55pm] |
the still hand,
jealous of the pages before
longing towards
words once written,
lingers
on the somber white.
a light caress,
which grievous impatience
quickly ends,
yearning for a flow
from its vial of ink,
instead of volatile nothingness
that trickles
down the bones
ceasing to exist
before thought
hits the pulp
without proper reveal.
the cord severed
between
the mind and the pen.
genius suffered
as the cyclone
of illusion
versus actuality
dismantle
the psyche
leaving nothing
but madness.
the preposterous,
better then nothing,
the annihilation
of logic
or reason
and tact
better
then frozen phalanges
gripping tight
the pen
that will not draw
but a single line,
the elbow
shouldering aside
any idiom
that came to mind.
fingers unfrozen
as pen falls from hand.
a sorrowful clink
of what will not be.
hand forsakes
what the intellect
cannot speak.
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| Tin Man |
[02 Dec 2009|03:55pm] |
Tin Man
i am nobody
(we are the nobodies)
i see nothing, i hear the breeze
with my stomach twisted and biting—
with my mind engulfed and entrenched—
i wrestle free from heartache, from
from aches
from taking free
—away—
these are not the happy thoughts
of old, youths, and fledgling words
these are the eternities spent tucked
nift and deft and pickled and fickle
my heart is rusted and tin
tampered and dent
din, the sounds of furious swipes
scythes running across fields
barley and rye
where my childhood lied
now ruins, now tunes thrown from south
airy, cheery gold-dirt lands
still i stand, forlorn
brimming with pride, alone
a warning
i am still the tin man.
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[02 Dec 2009|01:51pm] |
Love is the Mirroring Platform
Love is the mirroring platform of the gods
Where in blue, seraphic depths
The gods perceive themselves!
How inadequate we are
Compared to those who see
Love's diadems of fire flashing through the shrouds!
(Those outbursts of the mire
Parsing space & time into un-splintered moments
Of unobstructed bliss!
If we could only feel a fraction of their love
Would we not surrender all to their unencumbered sea?
Would we not remember all
Lying their replenished in their outstretched arms of time?
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| Sooooo liiikeeee eyyyaaaaahhh.... |
[03 Dec 2009|12:16am] |
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.........derp.
IDEK. I . I....????? bwuh.
ETA:
Oh hi LJ lol. Ah man, what is this feeling. haha Sure is weird seeing Zack in KH and having that wish come true. And lol Zack and Terra being really together, I thought that would only stay in fanarts. They even chose the young!Zack having almost the same hairstyle. xD Haven't played much games ('cept for the occasional MMOs and Valve games here and there argh L4D2) And now FF13 and BBS coming up. ARGH SE and your games.
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| abnkkbsknpl :( |
[02 Dec 2009|11:21pm] |
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Day 01 → Your favorite song
Day 02 → Your favorite movie
Day 03 → Your favorite television program
Day 04 → Your favorite book
Day 05 → Your favorite quote
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 → A fictional book
Day 14 → A non-fictional book
Day 15 → A fanfic
Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 → A talent of yours
Day 20 → A hobbie of yours
Day 21 → A recipe
Day 22 → A website
Day 23 → A YouTube video
Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 → Your day, in great detail
Day 26 → Your week, in great detail
Day 27 → This month, in great detail
Day 28 → This year, in great detail
Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy
( Read more... )
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| stranger(s) if you read me: |
[02 Dec 2009|02:25am] |
stranger(s) if you read me:
Do not drink from the fountain
that feeds the Tree of Life,
for Life knows not that which is good
or bad - Life only lives His Way.
But if you should take a sip
against Fate (all mortals do)
do not tempt the Devil your soul,
for He knows not that which is holy
and pure - He only lives His Way.
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| our minds |
[01 Dec 2009|01:36pm] |
my heart was cut open
and i can't say why
because you would laugh
and not understand
either way,
you were the one
who sewed it closed again
using a tiny needle
you replaced the big black hole
with tiny insignificant ones
through which a cord was strung
crazy tight
so my heart sings now
whenever you're around
my eyes were blinded
and i can't say why
because your eyes would smile
and i wouldn't understand
why
either way,
you saw me
you lifted up more than my shirt
and looked underneath
actually, i don't know how you did it
it was not a thought experiment
you simply touched me
and i could see
again
sometimes, though
what you see is not what you get
and what you feel might not be
submissive enough
to the concrete power
of the mind
this is what you told me
i pretended i couldn't hear you
but how could i not?
there was nothing wrong
with my ears
even before you came along
you are unavailable
and i am not
but a thought experiment
might get us past that
so i will thank you for your help
i will not kiss you goodbye,
i'll shake your hand
bye, teacher of matters of seeing
bye, teacher of matters of feeling
our minds are intelligent enough
to fantasize about what we can't be
doing
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[01 Dec 2009|11:33am] |
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Rie fu - I wanna go to a place |
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Day 01 → Your favorite song
Day 02 → Your favorite movie
Day 03 → Your favorite television program
Day 04 → Your favorite book
Day 05 → Your favorite quote
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 → A fictional book
Day 14 → A non-fictional book
Day 15 → A fanfic
Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 → A talent of yours
Day 20 → A hobbie of yours
Day 21 → A recipe
Day 22 → A website
Day 23 → A YouTube video
Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 → Your day, in great detail
Day 26 → Your week, in great detail
Day 27 → This month, in great detail
Day 28 → This year, in great detail
Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy
( ... tinatanong pa ba 'to D: )
( ++ questions from A. Tomi )
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[30 Nov 2009|07:23pm] |
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Beneath the ashes laying in tears
I swallow every breath like burning flames engulf the idea they now own and take as they steal every memory and destroy the future at which this thing will never have. This thing that gives me everything yet leaves me with nothing with fists of infamous rage I crawl away. Until this thing finds me and buries me between worlds. Lost in the idea that I would have what I want but only seeing it through someone else's eyes and never my own. I breathe only to give my body life and this thing makes it harder, harder to fill my lungs full of this idea of life when all I am is this thing. I hate this thing that I am and there is nothing I can do to escape from it. It will always be in my way and no sooner will I be able to evade its grasp it holds tight hurting and piercing every bone in my body. I scream out for help and like always there is no response, there is no one that cares enough to safe me because I am not good enough to be saved. Why waste time on me when this thing people hate is who I am and all I will be. I want people to see me not this thing I would get rid of if I could. All I am is nothing and all I will be is nothing if I can’t destroy this limiting idea that swarms me like bees, bees that never see who I am but the same as everything. But I am different, I am not like anyone else and I embrace my individuality, I laugh at those who try and fit in when it is more fun sitting on the outside laughing at those who mimic and do what people think they should do. What is the point in living life when there are things that you shouldn’t do fuck those things fuck everything… I will not fall into the flames of this miss identified ideas of what life should be like because damn it I will prevail this thing may have me now but one day when it lets it’s guard down I will be ready and I will be waiting to shatter every part of it so I can be free and so I can live. It will not always control everything I do nor will anyone anymore I am better then you and I do not have to prove it. It is not about me but it damn sure isn’t about you we are all equal and we are all better. Mind over matter, not my mind doesn’t matter. I have an idea and my idea will be heard with or without you…
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| quick question regarding the link color at profile |
[30 Nov 2009|07:22pm] |
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Name of journal: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) kessha
Layout Style: Flexible Squares
Basic, Paid or Plus: Plus
Problem you are having: problems with the link color at profile page - I am playing aroung with some html and css styles, and so far everything works pretty fine.
But every time I preview my html and css code for my profile layout, the hyperlink color
I choose does not shop up, neither the font style and I don't know what the problem is since I tried many ways of changing the css and html.
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| come but be tender |
[30 Nov 2009|11:48pm] |
come but be tender, for leaves are fragile
and hearts are pinkish (like a newborn baby's hand)
come take one finger if love is gentle
and you are shy (like a newborn baby's blush)
come do not shiver, but just a little
and eyes are curious (like a baby's newborn sight)
come rest your lips upon my lips
and lips are fuzzy like a newborn glow in me.
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| obligatory disney!itachi icon para sa isang disney movie |
[30 Nov 2009|11:43am] |
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Super Junior - 니가 좋은 이유 (Why I like you) |
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Baka makalimutan ko mamaya.
Day 01 → Your favorite song
Day 02 → Your favorite movie
Day 03 → Your favorite television program
Day 04 → Your favorite book
Day 05 → Your favorite quote
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 → A fictional book
Day 14 → A non-fictional book
Day 15 → A fanfic
Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 → A talent of yours
Day 20 → A hobbie of yours
Day 21 → A recipe
Day 22 → A website
Day 23 → A YouTube video
Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 → Your day, in great detail
Day 26 → Your week, in great detail
Day 27 → This month, in great detail
Day 28 → This year, in great detail
Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy
( Ito ang unang pumasok sa utak ko. Pasensya na kung mababaw, etc. )
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| Conspiracy |
[29 Nov 2009|04:48pm] |
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You promised me the world,
A world that is beautiful and free.
I see a world with poverty
Heartbreaks and lies.
A world with crimes and addiction,
That's how we'll all die.
Everyone wants to be different,
Which makes us all the same.
Sex and teen pregancies,
Society is to blame.
Children on the streets
Without family or education.
Even nothing on their bare feet,
Forgotten by this nation.
No one is ever alone.
We're all just victims on their agenda
Waiting for something to happen,
Until this evil is overthrown.
The bureaucracies conspire
They all promise change,
But all I see are wars and gunfires,
We all find it strange.
Religion is the greatest downfall
Grenades, AKs, and corpses sprawled.
Planes and bombs in God's will
But really, just another excuse to kill.
The media tries to make a quick buck
Defamations and gossip,
Damaging more than they can make up
We’re all screwed and fucked.
Humanity is baffled
Inebriated with love and greed
Obliterating this planet into shambles,
Just to satisfy our own needs.
You promised me the world,
Is this what you had in mind?
-11/24/2009
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| Under the Deep Blue Ocean~ |
[30 Nov 2009|03:39am] |
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Sige na nga. Susubukan ko nang mag-english at i-tama ang mga punctuations or mga capitalizations ko dito.. or whatsoever. Practice na rin yan. Hehe.. kailangang masanay. :P
Here goes... XD
Okay. So what's new with me? Well, I got my hair rebonded! Wahaha! Yeay~! New me! Well actually, it's my second time for me this year. The first one was last May during our Red Cross days and it lasted for like, what? 3 months, I think? And so last Friday, I decided to go for it again. And I also have my friend, DJ, with me. :) We thought that it's time to say goodbye to bad hair days (and it seems like everyday! XD). So yeah. We both gave it a shot. ;)
That day (last Friday), we also watched the movie "Unrest" at Jovy's house. Bebe, DJ, Alfred, Karen, me, and of course Jovy, were all there during our lunch break. We were all preoccupied with the movie that we pretty much lost track of the time (We didn't even get to finish the movie yet!) And we were all late in our Rizal class.. XP But the next day after the review, we decided to go to Bebe's house where we finished watching "Unrest" and also "Blades of Glory". :)) That movie was hilarious~! Oh, I forgot to mention that the lecturer in our review was also hilarious! XD Mr. Bryan Bautista (Pedia review) is super fun! But I still liked Sir Renz (GU review) more! Haha.. I dunno.. Maybe because he was the first to make us really enjoy our review and I also learned more from him~ hehe.. And yeah, Sir Terrence (Cardio review) was also pretty good.. ^^ (Haha.. Just to be able to mention him~)
Then today, I also had a great time~! My mother decided that we'll go to the Manila Ocean Park~! :DD But you know what? That place was a little disappointing~~ because I expected so much from that place.. But anyway it's still under developed, and I still enjoyed it~! I saw different sea creatures from all over the world. The fish that caught my attention was the "Giant Grouper Fish". Because it was at the far edge of the large aquarium floor and it seemed lonely. (Haha!) I looked at it very closely (like we were face to face~XD) and it still doesn't wanna move from its place. It was quite scary-looking because it was really big~ and it might surprise me or what. But after awhile, it went to the other Giant Grouper fishes. When I saw it with the other fishes, I felt better for that fish~! (Haha! Weird me! XD)
What I liked best on that place was the walkway tunnel~! (But then again I expected it to be longer~u_u;) And then when I stepped out of the exit, I was mesmerized (what a term! XD) by what I saw! It was the sunset~! Wah~ I never thought that I'll be able to see it again. It was exactly the sunset I saw when I captured it last Nov. 12 at SM Mall of Asia. Uwahh~ I'm so thankful that I was able to see it again. :) I was right. I did see it again, but I didn't expect it to be that soon. ^^
We also ate at a restaurant there... with the view of the sunset at our side. It's very relaxing. The prices of the food there weren't that expensive (what I ate was only 50 pesos!:P) and it was really delicious, too. Hopefully we can go back there when that place is fully developed and all~ :p
Later this day, we also went to my mother's office at Makati, and afterwards, to the house of my mother's friend who just came back from the states. We had dinner there and knowing that they haven't seen each other for a long time, they talked and laughed all night long. My mother's friend was really funny. We all laughed from her stories from abroad. :D
I'm so thankful to God for this long day. I had fun :) We don't have thanksgiving days, but we should all be thankful for these days we have. It may be ordinary or a special day. We should be thankful because not everyone could get to experience the exact same thing we do in our lives.. and we could only walk on this path for only once.
:)
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[30 Nov 2009|12:05am] |
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Aluto - 道~ to you all |
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Meme galing kay dessrata!
Day 01 → Your favorite song
Day 02 → Your favorite movie
Day 03 → Your favorite television program
Day 04 → Your favorite book
Day 05 → Your favorite quote
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 → A fictional book
Day 14 → A non-fictional book
Day 15 → A fanfic
Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 → A talent of yours
Day 20 → A hobbie of yours
Day 21 → A recipe
Day 22 → A website
Day 23 → A YouTube video
Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 → Your day, in great detail
Day 26 → Your week, in great detail
Day 27 → This month, in great detail
Day 28 → This year, in great detail
Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Aluto - 道〜 to you all
Download Music Video Naruto ED02
Hindi Sugarfree ang nilagay ko, surprise! Paboritong paborito ko ang kantang 'to dahil ang sarap niyang pakinggan, lalo na 'pag depressed ka at gusto mo na lang laslasin ang braso ng taong nasa tabi mo. Also pareho pa rin ang effect niya sa akin tuwing pinapanuod ko yung video na galing sa Naruto ;A;
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Maraming salamat sa mga pumunta sa AME no Jidai! Congrats sa ating lahat, UP AME! Congrats, boss Yu! ♥
Maraming maraming maraming salamat sa lahat ng mga bumuo ng AME no Jidai Tea Room~ Tiffaggot, Niru-kun, Zoila, Anapon, Abee, Kyooooy, Lira, Diego, Ate Drea, Krinkle, Nadine, Christine, Moony, Elise at Ervian - MARAMING SALAMAT! ;___; Sorry kung pinahirapan ko kayo, kung umiinit minsan palagi ang ulo ko, etc OTL ♥ Ilu guys!! GDI ang dami natin di ko maalala kayong lahat.
Next year ulit! :D Kahit na gaano ako na-stress dahil dito, excited na ako para sa susunod na fair! TENTH ANNIVERSARY, FTW!
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